بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
alhamdulillah i found some solution to overcome my problems(ok abaikan grammar)
inspired by my sister, sepeah(bukan nama sebenar), she introduce some internationl imam/sheikh to me. and her fav are hamza yusuf,yahya abdel ibrahim,suhaib webb and...etc etc.hm.
And I think, reading and listening to their article and video, can help me improve my english.. in shaa Allah
well guys, please make du'a for me!